I am sitting in a big cushy chair with my feet up watching the rain come sizzling down on a lake, not ten feet away, surrounded by trees. There isn’t another house in sight. My children are playing together or reading. My dog is asleep under a bench. I am having as close to a perfect moment as I think I can get. I am visiting my cousin and her husband at their house in Nova Scotia. They get to live here. I am glad they let me visit. I know I am going to pine when we leave.